Current pt

Today went pretty good with DK the last 2 times actually I have been able to complete the workout without his assistance. Don't get me wrong..they have been hard as hell and I didn't want to be doing them. I was literally dripping sweat. So gross. I had a good weight loss this week. I feel that maybe I might be off that plateau I have been stuck on for the past year-ish. Tracking my food is helping. I am trying..but not depriving myself of social out to eat things. It's been good. Hopefully things will continue to go swell. I kind of have to accept the fact that DK isn't Andrew. There isn't that true interest in my life. He couldn't even remember that 3 weeks ago I told him I am going to Vegas. He asked me the same questions. Andrew was good at seeming to take a true interest in me. But....he crossed a line about a month ago and I cannot even look at his face anymore. I totally handled it wrong. If I had pretended nothing happened thinks would be better..but alas I'm super awkward and don't know how to fix it.
Will keep u posted!
Xoxo, me

This week went much better with DK. I haven't talked to him yet about how the workouts make me feel. The workout was a killer, but I pushed through. Last weeks made my right knee hurt but this week it isn't as bad. Lets just hope next week goes ok. I had to really watch my calories so I didn't get yelled at for not losing a pound. After drinking and out to eat all weekend with Jess. Hopefully I can watch this week as well. Tomorrow is the Super Bowl and I want to be able to order pizza!