Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Wow changes...

So lots has happened. Since Andrew is the main trainer he expects to be super busy with the new year soooooo I now go to one of his other guys DK. I don't know what to think. He pushes me super hard and I do new exercises but I'm losing motivation because everyday I work with him I feel like a let down..like a wimp. I defiantly could use a GOOD workout to increase my confidence. He also weighs me every week...I'm doing ok but twice now I haven't lost at least my goal of one pound a week. He makes me feel like shit when that happened. We really haven't built much of rapor. At all.
THEN while all this is happening my good ol Andrew started texting me. And things are super weird there too. He kinda crossed a line and then never followed through on things. It's messed up.
I don't know what's happening or what to do. Ugh.
With me luck cuz I don't even want to go to the gym ever these days.